Looking Back...

I know I'm a horrible person because I haven't written here in over a year, but I'll try to change that. :) I look back at my last post and shake my head that I was going on about a guy I didn't even date for a month and I realize my priorities have changed so much lately. I realized that I am so self centered, always thinking about me, always with my best interest in mind. But that's not how life should be, a person should be so full of the Love of Christ that it pours out in their life. That they think constantly about others, pouring out their time, money and love so that others can feel the love of Christ too.
Now I'll be the first to admit that I am not a loving selfless person, and that's my biggest problem, I'm too full of myself. But I thank God everyday that He's not done with me yet, and maybe someday people won't see me, but when they look at me they will see Jesus Christ shining through my life. That is my biggest hope for the future. Until Then I'm learning to die a little more each day, and maybe someday I'll be gone completely and Christ will be all that's left...